I'd say it's about 50-50.

#ff29e84a / read by Wilma-81

And I thought about Eloise. Remember Kay Thompson's Eloise?

#f6f4b7cc / read by Musaib-53

There is no going back, to that other person, that other place.

#f1a0256e / read by Arun-92

And as *you* know, I walk the city.

#edb554aa / read by Wilma-81

Hey, you what I do remember.

#e98c5467 / read by Arun-92

I bitch and moan about it.

#e2441c3a / read by Wilma-81

Why don't my hands shake? Why doesn't somebody stop me?

#dee4c043 / read by Silvi-67

Jacked-up question, man.

#d9c67728 / read by Arun-92

So there's nothing you can do about it?

#d7c81b2a / read by Silvi-67

I'm Erica Bain.

#d79bff67 / read by Wilma-81

Last week took me to the gray depths of the East River where Dmitri Panchenko swims his morning laps, like he has every morning since the 1960s.

#d1333fbf / read by Dheeraj-31

And today I walked by the acres of scaffolding outside what used to be the Plaza Hotel.

#ce9e3ae0 / read by Dheeraj-31

Where you were, where she was. Tell me anything that comes to mind.

#ae753618 / read by Silvi-67

I always believed that fear belonged to other people. Weaker people.

#a3e53210 / read by Musaib-53

Maybe 70-30.

#a31351ae / read by Arun-92

That Eloise. The adored brat of my childhood.

#8db0e09d / read by Dheeraj-31

Women kill the kids, the boyfriend, the husband.

#7b8a1817 / read by Musaib-53

I want my dog back!

#76b9e227 / read by Arun-92

It's a fair question. You... you become someone else. A stranger.

#64137704 / read by Arun-92

This thing, this stranger, she is all you are now.

#4b444e98 / read by Musaib-53

How did you... pull it back together after what happened to you?

#3498ca9d / read by Musaib-53

So, in other words, no priors.

#306651d3 / read by Amit-65

Waiting beneath the surfaces of everything you loved.

#14ad9ba7 / read by Musaib-53

It never touched me. And then it did.

#0d849205 / read by Arun-92